Supra Legem

Hello good evening to who ever is reading my story I'm an asylum seeker On the 12 of April 2022 I was before the judges of cnda in Paris which I was delayed till 19 o'clock plus before my appeal started with my appeal time on my appointment was 15 p.m coming from nancy where my last train is 19:45 pm I told my lawyer if I could be given appointment to come back another day because I have no place to sleep in Paris around 17 30 p.m which I saw other asylum seeker like me where as to go that they will receive a new appointment because of the completion of the train they have to use to go home I was asked to stay and wait said by lawyer which that day was the first time I saw her and she is not the lawyer I and my family ask for in our legal aid form which I and my family appeal was separated different dates and year my wife given the lawyer in our legal aid form which we told her we don't want to use different lawyers she said cnda refused to grant I am my family this same lawyer and our appeal can not be on the same day that other lawyers have to be given cases to handle and we are not paying with our money is the government paying for us the legal aid office decide which lawyer is appointed to everyone because they are responsible for the payment said by the lawyer I ask to have on my legal aid form. On the 12 of April 2022 was the day I met with the lawyer I was give a cnda she was very rude the first thing she told me after I introduced myself to her was you know you are not the only paying the legal fees for your appeal is being paid by france government and you are not paying any part of the legal fees so you that expect me to and she stop taking the next thing she said so what do you want me to do for you to get you a refugee status I don't understand all of you are coming to France to ask for asylum you think because you and your family are very sick you will get protection or because your son has autism syndrome. This time I know I was in big trouble 19 p.m plus my appeal started after the introduction before the panel of judges I was asked if I suffer from any memory or mental health issues which I explained to them that I suffer from anxiety disorders which my lawyer knows well through my medical certificates, which I was told not to speak about anything else apart from the questions I'm ask all of a sudden one of the judges started saying I didn't tell them about a question I was never ask which I reply to the judge I did speak about what you just said because you told me not to speak about what you didn't ask me if you ask me the question I will speak about it with my lawyer beside me saying nothing that was the judge started speaking to me in a bad manner say the judge are you the one telling us want to ask you then I reply I no sir. now the if you speak to us like that again your appeal will be dismiss and we will drive you out now apologise know do the right thing or you go out and your asylum request is close at this point I use confused and afraid, my body started shaking then I turned to my lawyer I asked my lawyer what have I done wrong my lawyer said now apologies don't you know you are in the present of the president of the CNDA don't say anything. Then I said OK I will apologise please can you help to ask the judge what I said that got him agree so I should speak about such things again please the next thing my lawyer said is you think you are stubborn my lawyer and the judges where all making my life miserable at the moment that I could not hold myself against the intimidation. That was when I said please were is the UN OFFICIAL present in this hearing they looked at themselves no answer, I still talking this is the reason I never wanted to speak about my life to anyone because I know I will be attacked and I will be given a negative decision. because I was advised by my Psychotraumatisme to speak out and tell the judge about my life. The judge said uhmm OK now you just committed a charge you are by saying you no the decision of the judge is negative when the judge has not decided on your case by article blaaa... Know stand up and leave, which I stood up to leave The judge again come back seat we are here to protect you and your family what ever just happened will not be use against you. All this time the lawyer given to me she I seated saying nothing about what the judge was doing to me but putting constant fears in me. The judge asked me questions which I gave answers to all the questions I was asked even the judge himself is eyes I know about some of the things you mentioned and you said the truth all the information and activities you mentioned are truth. At the end the lawyer speaks for not up to 2 minutes, time was 20 p.m plus. The judge like I said don't worry about the issue the happen with us because we understand the situation of you family health issues and the situation of health issues too because is really stressful. The my negative decision I receive may 2022 I discovered a lot of my answers where removed and the judge saying I was not able to answer the questions I was by them even even the questions and answers of my children where not written A lot of this i said where not written down on the desicion my story was filtered and all the important elements where taking out of my story by the judges which all my evidence where rejected because they are written in English Even my son every body knows what happens in nigerian which nobody knows what is autism kids like my son will suffer from discrimination. He can never go in school no programs to help him develop he rejected in all places calling him names like one eye kid the kid with evil spirit, is an evil child and he can be harm easily or killed by the slightest provocation because no body what this type of kids come close to them. My son will stay in the house all through his life time till he dies in my country Nigeria because kids like him are neglected for life Please why are cnda judges screen people stories of important elements? I just got to know in August 2022 that the hear in cnda is not recorded or video which my new lawyer explain this to me when I told her what the judges in cnda did to me in April 2022 if she not believe me she can ask the tribunal to request for record of my appeal on April 12 2022 so she can see or hear for herself is truly is answered all the questions or not and if try I explain what will happen to my autism son or not and the way I was treated by the judges. In this type of situation what can I do?